Aarons (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} loserkid2oo6) wrote,@ 2005-09-16 11:22:00 |
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No Ones FOoL
So im still here wondering why I do things and what purpose do things have in my life. Right now I cant help but wonder why Im me and why things in my life dont seem to be always going right for me. Why cant I be happy. Im tired of playing games and im tired of everyone put me through all this bullshit and it still a mystery to me. As time moves on I just keep falling further and away from things that matter to me for once in my life. I run and keep running, because i dont want people to see me and see what i have done to myself and the people around me. FUCK!!! I get a headache all the time now and im really stressing myself out with the many things that seem to be perfect and good for me. WORK SUCKS. I miss going out as much as i useto, I feel stranded and stuck with no where to go. I Lost many important people in my life, Someone who was a good friend now doesnt even call me back or even answer my IMS. But hey what can i do, thats his choice and i guess that hes happy doing what he does and hes happy with things hes done. Im tired of people playing games with my emotion and im tired of them using Me. So here it is, NO....Screw you and everything that you stand for. Im tired of be played. Im no ones toy or play thing.
Im oUT
Later DayZ
Im oUT
Later DayZ
