Current mood:	confused
Current music:	Save ferris-nobody but me

IdunnoWHatTodoWithmYselF

Currently Im so confused with my life...I dont know what to do or whats going...Im so out of it..My life feels so wasted..I hate this feeling of being single..I want something real..Something more then just some a person to talk to..Im just dazzed and confussed..Right now im lost...My life feels so worthless..Damn im so emo...But i cant help it and i wish i could..Things just never seem to go right for me..I just wish i could make the pain go away...I cant figure out why im the one who always has to be unhappy tomorrow is a new day..everyone says look forward to that new day...but why..why should i..Life isnt always fair and I cant seem to figure out why we cant all make it fair...Life isnt always the way we want it to b..but why...were suppose to make the best of this bs life..I cant stand it...fuck that shit..
Today was so long..1st I got up and I started to clean my room..Yet i didnt get to finish i went to a party for diana..It was pretty fun...I got to swim..and hang out for a while..but now my room looks like shit..I have homework to do and i cant fuck up this trimester..Its a new year...and a new way for us to start..junior year...Fuck..high schools almost over and then college up and then were out for own life...so much to think about and so much to get done...Just so lost on life right now..Fuck that shit...I cant handle this right now...I want things to b easy..but nobody said life would b easy...well Its getting pretty late and i dont feel like typing much..so I guess thats about it..
Lyrics....
Nobody But Me"

I was on the outside
Trying to find my way back in
You were the answer
I was searching for, my friend

Life is crazy when you're
Always on your own
It's amazing when you
Realize that you're not alone

I should have known
A long time ago that
You were the one for me
I let my ego bring me down
And that's what blinded me

Life is crazy when you
Don't know what you've done
And I'm a fool to think that
There could be
Someone else
When I know
There's no other one

I said baby
What are you doing
Who are you fooling
Nobody but me
I said baby
Give me some time
To change your mind
Come back to me

I was nothing before you
But I became so strong
Just when things were going right
I had to make them wrong

Life is crazy
When you let things slip away
And now I'm sorry
Ever since the day
You went away

I didn't mean to hurt you so
I never wanted you to go
Now there's nothing I can do
I spend my time
Late at night
Thinking only, about you

I said baby
What are you doing
Who are you fooling
Nobody but me
I said baby
Give me some time
To change your mind
Come back to me

Ever since you went away
I haven't been the same
Now there's nothing I can do

I was on the outside
Tryin' to find my way back in
And now I'm right back there again

Life is crazy
When you find you're all alone
But now maybe
You can change your mind
And come back home to me
Come back to me
Oh baby won't you
Please come back
-Save Ferris
Im out for now...
Later dayz